Alright a un-friendlocked lj post! :D After idk how many months :D And this is for those who still visits my lj hahahhh (I know of at least two ^^) But yet again not like you two would leave a comment HAHAH. Ahhh well anywayyyyy(: Am finally done with the draft of my PGA speech *happiness* I STILL NEED TO CRASH MUG CURRENT AFFAIRS AND GUIDING HISTORY. And not to mention math quiz on Monday. Chem SPA): I'm afraid that my SPA would pull my chem marks down that's my worst nightmare gosh. Luckily got no SPA for math.

5 point program! I'm still stuck here lah, and I've no idea where are the 5 regions): Like the notes inside only got 3 DDD: I shall go find Guide handbook or something): Then tomorrow I'll need to come online and crash read all those not so current current affairs stuffs. Yeah I'm so sure my planning would turn out fine. Heh. It never does fyi ._.

Alright short post, I shall end off with the crux of this post. Don't just put it up on the net for others to read, show it with your actions, because although whatever you typed might touch me, but your actions are totally contradictory.

There's a reason why this post is unlocked. Don't dwell too much into it.

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I've moved :D because i feel insecure here :D teehee

alright bye livejournal(:

mm, i have so much so say but too difficult to put into words. teeheeheeeeeeeeeeee :D i feel happy yet sad i dont know why ): happy that there is only one more paper left, but yet sad at my performance for all papers we've taken so far ): quote ms yap, "as long as you have tried your best, it is okay..." and so if i've tried my best, and yet i screw up, it means i'm really really really dumb. right? omg this is like so depressing lah goodness )):

it's the first time in my whole life i actually bought assessment books and did it on my own accord.
it's the first time in my whole life i actually mugged so hard for an exam.
it's the first time in my whole life i really really want to do well (yeah its true).
it's the first time in my whole life i feel so disappointed with myself.

killed myself doing phy ytd night until nearly 12am. and yet i was still such a failure today. i did until my eyes totally blurred and even mr c went to sleep liao i still doing with lala online okay ): but yet.. spammed questions this morning again, and again just before the paper. but i'm still quite hopeless. chem and bio were really really careless lah. but i still do until damn happy okay. i just took the paper and happily did. then today i open the phy paper the first thing i said was "mr c can you please dont stand there?" ._. guess why. first question dont know how to do liao. he stand there too stressed -.-'' ohmygooseness): then i finished the paper damn fast. guess why. i skipped nearly half the paper :D i'm a genius liao lah.

physics question paper got collected back, so didnt check answers yet, but i've chem and bio question paper here. check with quite a number of people, chem -5 and bio -4 alrd. yay me. :D eh, not bad lah. i thought i was going to do bio with my own theory but i actually do until quite happy lorh :D then after the paper i started jumping up and down xD teehee! damn happy bio was over. never did i realise that phy would be so screwed up. phy paper two the answers totally dont make any sense. i was so pissed off halfway during the paper i wanted to tear the paper up alrd please -.- then that girl beside me keep sneezing i cannot even concentrate on the paper. damn irritating leh. during chem and bio not that bad lah. but today when i needed the most concentration, she just continue sneezing nonstop. when she stopped, she started coughing. goodness gracious.

chem paper two was terrible. i'm not sure if i'll do well because usually if i think the paper is terrible i wont be so careless. but then bio paper two i did until damn happy write and write and write until my hand damn pain xD then skip and skip and skip. then i was wondering why i skip so much vivian still do faster than me ): sigh. phy dont want to elab xD i just did and then stone, come up with some theory, and continue doing :D

i hope i pass (because passing secures me an A1) teehee. can pass? ): chem and bio i think so, phy i not sure leh ): omg ): i hope i pass chinese and la because it secures me a B3 :D i gave up on ih. i pass i laugh my ass off. okay okay enough of exams. damn stressed out alrd. screwed up my math paper one so i should be guai and mug really really hard for my math paper two yeah yeah. sigh. sad life please. oh i wanted to post smth xD but then ... kk shall post it :D

during chem paper i got damn irritated. the teachers in front there kept talking and xx was talking to xx (quite easy to guess) about vanessa heng. yeah you know vanessa heng. then i kept hearing my name omg ?! damn distracting. then xx starting taking photos of nis and then the shuttle sound damn noisy. i look up, xx tell me to concentrate and do my work. like goodness?! you are the one who distracted me first ?! and then you ask me to concentrate and do my work ?! then luckily mr c came and sit in front xD then vivi got all the noise): sorry vivi!! okay okay dont complain to me that mr c sit in front of me never sit in front of you ): its not my fault ): sorry ): (LOL she was hearing about writing paper and whatever crap as so i heard from her xD because i didnt hear that part of the convo LOL)

during bio paper. after i finish writing until damn happy, i went back to in front to check those parts i skipped. then i looked up, xx ask me "can i take picture of your dog?" and then i totally dao. omg -.- it's an exam. wah i tell you. teachers tell us to please maintain silence, and then they start whispering during our paper, and walking around in high heels clogging here and there. very noisy and distracting leh. then we cannot concentrate. i'm sorry but please be more considerate. (somebody will tell me i'm not being respectful here, but its true right!) sorry):

CA2 msg is damn damn damn nice :D 1.76 :D if i got A2 for LA it would be 1.59 alrd lorh ): but it would become 2.smth again for overall grade. i'm 100% sure gosh. i hate it. i need my languages to do better. or my msg would never improve. i need to do my ih well so that my report card can look nicer. I NEED TO START PASSING IH ): roar.

smp? lala i dont know. there so much to think about. and besides we got rejected two consecutive years alrd leh. plus two person very stressful one. this year marks might be able to make it lah since we improve so much. but then then then you know teachers. you know.. i know you know :D teehee. unless we put 3 different teachers? wakakakak.

i was thinking of math sia next year. research project haha. i was suddenly thinking about how i finished the whole project in sec one and then got full marks xD then in sec two my name appeared in the research project list and the math olympiad list xD then i was lol-ing xD then this year because last year i backed out of the research project my name wasnt in so i was just down for math olympiad. i'm thinking if next year i'll still be down for math olympiad. or else i'll need to do self study which i seriously suck at ): kk no point wasting brains cells on this manzxzx !

i need to go out.
i need to practice piano.
i need to practice math.
i need to compile formula list.
i need to do alot of things.

time to move my ass. :D

shannon thinks that by sms-ing it's not sincere enough ._. so she had to call me at 11+ pm last night to say thankyou. HILARIOUS. omg. totally went keehaha when i picked up the phone (just that didn't laugh through the phone or else you'll go deaf)

chem is driving me nuts.

my chinese la ih math all cannot make it liao :D

lalajong i never paoqi you lorh ): i bet i'll fail with you please ): somemore my math you tell me don't so bei guan later if really got all those wrong, then i'll get even lower than you liao. ih is same as history last year lah. i think i'll just screw my essay and screw my sbq exactly th same way xD last year also did essay first and just wrote what i felt like writing for sbq :D then my sbq fail like nobody's business. i think thats what's going to happen this year again. yay me (:

mr c. says if i fail my phy he'll treat me to small ice-cream xD then i nearly laughed my ass off xD then i was asking him about something he tell me i not bad lah. at least i still say thankyou when he give out string during exam. then i went keehaha xD gooseness xD pss, random is just random lah. it's because we random thats why we say random. actually i also dont know lorh, i also don't use that word on you you ask me for what ):

if i fail my chinese again this year. i havent break my record of failing eoy yet. if i fail my la again this year, i also havent break my record of failing eoy yet. and yet i'll get slapped by somebody ): wow. i think i'm epic xD wonder how i got myself into this mess. did the whole summary forgetting that there was a summary question. then i do finish alrd damn happy leh somemore got alot of time left and then that day i kept sneezing then my eyes cannot open liao so go and sleep. then 5 minutes left mr c. woke me up xD because his voice damn loud i just jumped xD read through th question paper and realised there was a summary question. win liao.

i need to do my phy past year papers. i want haagen dazs but i know i won't get it ): unless maybe if i go fail my paper he'll give it to me xD LOL. i think he said that because he know that i won't purposely go and fail to get icecream xDD but WHAT IF. i really fail ): got high possibility lah. aiyah sad life.

18 more days to th end of eoys. i think. 7 more papers to go. i cannot afford to screw my math paper 2 liao. of else my overall grade is byebye. drop like nobody's business ): then phy need to be very careful because if i don't do well it's byebye a1. bio abit better than phy bahh (omg how leh. my bio used to be my worst science -.-) so i hope can maintain a1 :D chem it's not about getting a1. hint to some smart ass xD who only needs to get 95 for eoy to get overall 90. i need to get 98 omg how ): i hope our sia marks ain't that bad pleasepleaseplease ): i reallyreally want that 90 for chem because i know my math is cmi liao ): it has been cmi for th past few years alrd anw.

i realised my average for 5 sciences for ca2 improved xD as in compared to ca1. quite shocked because math dropped (and it's double weightage) and chem dropped xD (to lalajong that's why i not happy lah can):) but then overall still got improve so not bad lah. my chinese and ih sure got improve for ca2. because this time round my ih sure pass xD then my chinese gut feeling lorh, pass my bt2 mah :D la idk leh. i passed my bt2 also but then i failed some assignments but for ca1 i failed bt1 passed all assignments. sigh haha life is ironic.

shit i just saw smth i dont like. shit dont come omg. shit.

forget it. i can't control you. as long as you don't mess up my life again. anw to lala. stop -.-ing me ): if you get higher than me for any subject you treat me because you don't believe i won't paoqi you. ): evil pig. i didn't oink you so you don't oink me back ): sigh. back to mugging )))):

i wish things won't turn out like this.

stop pushing me around.

mr c. is crazy omg. what kind of bet is that man ): 90 ?! 90 ?! only one genius in our class can get it lah ): and i hope our class average can be B3 and above :D then wahahahah. mr c. is evil ):

i shouldn't be here, i should be mugging my ass off ): CA2 marks are not bad :D with the exception of math and chem prolly. (well only got 3 sciences + math marks back so far xD) aiyah don't expect much from th rest of th subjects also lah ): sia marks kind of suck tho ): only know a few, but they're sucky enough alrd ):

garharhgahraghah ): i'm getting super stressed out by nothing suddenly, there's just this huge urge that makes me want to mug and mug and mug, but then the more i mug the more unprepared i feel ): omg howwwwwww )):

being really incoherent here. oh too bad.

i'm starting to be unable to withstand your moodswings.

i don't know how to react to you nowadays. it seems so weird ):

wednesday, thursday, friday :D

all very fun days :D actually i can't remember much about monday and tuesday alrd lah. so i shall not talk about it :D wednesday was the chinese thing which wasn't chinese at all :D went keehaha on the bus started singing old macdonalds and making animal sounds xD then lala and vivi totally went like "15 year olds are crazy!" then shannon and jolene were also 14 LOL. damn retarded lah. i think i laughed and screamed until i got sore throat xD and shannon happily shouted to the bus uncle if there is dustbin in the coach xD then he replied. no rubbish bin, not even supposed to eat on the bus xD

wednesday also discussed night treasure hunt stuff :D so interesting so interesting ! :D but not done yet ):

thursday discussed wide game stuff :D this is damn hilarious xD hahahahahah. okay nvm. also not done yet )):

studied with vic in th library on thurs :D i'm done with mugging ih LOL. retarded. but aye, don't really need to remember much what ): and i only learning one topic ): yeah ! we were sitting at the exact same spot as when we studied tgt last year :D then it was damn hilarious, we from ih started chanting geog stuff xD natural vegetation and adaptations and all of that. then i think the juniors there got pissed with us hahahah. they were doing bio -.-

friday :D which is today lah. pccg was totally wth -.- first two lesson spent doing math. ): and only finished 3 questions in the end. so shi bai omg ): break rushed to makan :D then started going keehaha with two dolphins xD so high the frequency, i hear until my ear pain ): went back class then i forgot what i did -.- oh went keehaha with keer,jezamine,vivi :D bio lesson. chinese lesson. break. la lesson. went to find ms chen, unsuccessful. go back class :D mr c. gave extra remedial :D then i drove him nuts. but i not sure if he reached yet xD made him explain all worksheets from 8.1 - 10.1 :D actually not alot lah. i drove him nuts by insisting functions is must sub in one. then he tell me, no! must find the inverse xD

then we happily sit there and argue. and i conclude that mr c. also quite careless lorh ! too bad i got answer before you!! wahahahahah. yay me :D actually both methods correct lah. just that his is shorter, but too bad i still got answer before him :D vivi asked him graphs :D which sucked. graphs always sucks ):

okay. he's treating huishan haagen dazs icecream if she passes phy eoy ): me leh ):

he was supposed to treat us icecream. then vivi ask for cone he didnt even want to give her ):

i'm hungry. i'm going to eat and continue mugging. i'm sick of mugging actually, but i need to do it or else i'll fail eoys ): esp. math. /ps anybody knows how to do revision booklet chapter13 question31ii ? :D if you know please be a kind soul.

sigh. byebye, i guess i'll stay away from the com until after eoys.

if you think that by sending that you can make up for everything, then you're wrong.

maybe i made the wrong assumptions, but too bad. it's my choice.

-period-

this is a lil' late again but anw :D

happy birthday xinyung :D

welcome to the 15 year old gang :D and 14 year olds are the ones who are crazy right! :D since there are more 15 year olds than 14 year olds now :D (shit i can't type properly. i feel like i've been off th com for decades -.-) aiyoyo nowadays so many people's birthday ): sigh. but anw, still happy birthday! :D hey control your 'wife' more. she still keep bullying me. tsktsk xD

i've nothing else to say. quite disappoint with someone. there's chinese xue xi zhi lv tmr ): means i'm missing piano. kind of good kind of bad :D good is because i've not been practicing a lot lately, bad because i feel like going for lesson xD LOL am i making sense omgooseness -.- i think i'm going keehaha alrd lah.

on a sidenote, my left shoulder still hurts.

and vivian whacked it aft assembly today -.- gives her diao look. and she says "oh sorry! i forgot!" -.-

best.

seems like i've blanked a few people out from my life nowadays. which is kind of cool since then i won't have to feel those tension between us :D those who've been in this situation before, maybe you'll understand.

firstly! i didnt come online ytd so i couldnt do this but here it goes :D

happybirthday JESSIE TEE JIA QI ! :D

somebody concluded that 15 year olds are crazy :D so now you've officially joined th gang. plus somebody else going to join soon aye! :D i bet you're in malaysia now :D nevermind lah. some classic person :D i'm quite classic also xD i was wondering i stay up so late for what xD then i happily went to sleep. when i woke up then i remembered :D but aye! you're 15! :D so act more matured and stop bullying me (although vivi bullies th most and yet she's th youngest of us all ): ) almondnut <3 thankyou for all those fun and laughter we shared, and i hope we've happier days to come :D

vivisari! you wait long long lah. i write 3yearsschoolfees and give you for your birthday :D wahahahahahaha xD really lah :D no more emoing or nonsense :D buckup! yay!!

lalajong :D heyhey! i think you're going keehaha too :D vic not only know you what! ._. i read through th whole post and couldn't make any connection -.- smart ass lah. okayokay you're ass not smart xD classic person xD remember to bring jessie's present on tuesday! (/ps hers how O:) haha don't think so much because if i'm talking about you, you'll get it straight into your face :D or smth along those lines because if i get pissed enough, you'll see it up here too :D and i say again, that dog is not a weird shape ):

back to th social circle thingum :D cheryee kind of got added back in again because she saved me from a mentally unstable liweiqi :D then i happily ran away while she got attacked by weiqi :D so she's added in again :D oh man this is quite retarded lah. but after _ i really didnt feel like talking to alot of people for many different reasons. but i guess it all boils down to the same fact. i hope that i'll start talking to th many of yall again, but sometimes when faced with you, i just can't seem to be able to do so ): maybe it's because you've hurt me first. i'm not hurting any of you on purpose, you did it first.

wanting! :D thankyou for your note haha omg so cute <3 i'll write you one for your birthday too :D plus get a present because i'll have time :D yay! i realised i know you for 9 years alrd? :D haha ayeaye! :D mm, let's see :D we've been in th same class in pri 1,3,4 O: haha quite lil' actually :D but we've actually known each other for so long :D eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! <3

vickyzhao :DD you're chem quite hopeless xD totally lmao-ed at your 5 laws of solubility. "okay vic, tell me what are th 5 laws of solubility?" "oh i know. carbonate law!" lala&i "hahahahahahaha" okay lah, i know you're chem teacher also abit hopeless but also not hopeless until this standard right -.- you can tutor me phy :D because vivisari has become my bio tutor :D wahahah! hey we've yet to plan our v&v timetable remember! :D this sunday no dance which means i'm not going to meet you ): but i'll go your house someday to mug :D v&v timetable to be planned soon! :D haha omg, i remembered charlene's reaction last year xD

on a sidenote, i remembered smth xD i drove charlene nuts on wednesday xD i was pracing piano in sch, then when i went back class, i xia dao because mrc. inside th class xD then i just threw my books in and went out again xD realised jackie called me so i had to send her waterbottle to art room for her. (ps, jackie is an evil pig) then i went back class saw charlene xD then we were walking around the whole school (okay this is a lil' exaggerated but haha) but i dragged her to class to do phy worksheet 9.3 with me :D (i know her class do alrd mah!) then i drove her nuts with the stupid worksheet xD because she did it before then i keep asking her and telling her the answer is too ridiculous to be the answer xD

asked mrc. for answer then he said that is the answer LOL. then charlene nuts liao, started screaming i told you so xD then she ask me why mrc like my friend like that i told her he also keehaha one mah :D (because it's true anw :D)

rewind to monday "ah jong ah!" xD rofl xD "larissa howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwlyn" xD omg hilarious xD sounded really like a wolf lah. tsk vivi remember! xD

then do until part (c), charlene happily told me she forgot how to do -.- so i ask mrc. then he refuse to tell me answer ): his answer was "you got friend beside you what, ask me for what!" so charlene ran away ): and i went for my piano lesson ): which sucked. but wahahahahah. at least i drove people nuts first :D

charlene's kungfu bear havent kicked her nose yet ): lala howww ): she somemore tell me the bear dont know keep where liao. she keep in such a safe place she can't remember where she kept it ): so mean right ): (ps let's buy her bear again next year xD) then we make sure it kicks her nose first xD LOL.

retardedness. the result of mugging too much ): sigh. i mug until fell asleep ytd xD then woke up at 7++ ate and started mugging until 1am :D not bad lah xD but then i need tutors ): vivisari ): i want you to tutor me ): bio ): every single thing. if i fail it's your fault ): you tutored me math before bt2 xD then in the end i did quite well what xD quite lah. quite :D the keyword is quite :D but better than nothing right! :D those who get tutored by me = die ): one example is jessie's phy xD lala's math xD actually lala's math not that bad lah :D

okay i'm going to eat. enough of wasting time on th com, back to mugging :D